All divisions exist because the mind is incapable of seeing that the contradictory can be one. It is because of its logic that the mind cannot see how a thing can be both. The mind thinks of either/or; it says either this or that. And life is both, existence is both together – so much so that to say that existence is both together is not right: it is a tremendous oneness.
So you will feel these things come many times. But good, the whole thing has been good.